Saturday, May 30, 2009
forever is bull shit ...
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5:57 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Friday, May 29, 2009
met up w laopo and trained to school .
reached school , go thru past year exam .
after lesson , went for BL's meeting .
bus-ed to tanah merach and met darlink
@ pionner mrt station . head to auntie
house for hair cut . =.= Regret gg there to cut !
omg !! sigh * nvm . headed home for a bath .
while darlink headed home to change .
decided to look for mei @ tbr .
hence, dine our dinner @ niwa sushi ((:
trained back and acc darlink to buy "spectacle"
laugh!! after tat , slacked under my block as per usual .
chit-chat and home sweet home !
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11:27 PM
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
met up w laopo in the late noon . trained to sch for NWF lesson . lesson end , trained back home . darlink reached at my house downstair
while mei reached lata on . aftermath walked to jurong point
to dine our dinner @ pizza hut ... waited for quite long thru .
while waiting for vacancy seat , acc darlink and mei to FANCL ...
aftermath , waited for half an hour ? managed to get our seat .
waited for one hour for our food to arrive? =.=
poor service thru . opps .
after dinner , slacked under my blk ard 11pm ?
hence , home sweet home ((:
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10:57 PM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
2nd day of MC ! tmr gona go back to sch
for NWF lesson only !! lesson start at 1530pm.
sigh * somehow i really cannot take it anymore .
how i wish to tell you how i think about you .
somehow you really gettin up to my nerves .
even friend ard me saying that you are too
protecting abt me . eventually friend ard me
was saying every 2 mins my phone will be ranging .
at frist i didnt tink you are irritating or what .
as i nod you just dun wana me to get hurt anymore .
i believe darlink nod it too why you are doin all tis thing.
well , yes , i might get hurt before BUT the way you shown me are
too over le . it totally out of the box . understand ?
you make me cant breathe at all . it like i m dying .
i find no point to carry on . ytd during my slp you do called me .told you i was resting and u hung up afterward .
soon after you called again . this time round you really
make me feel that you are a irritating person .
yes,maybe you are concerning me but the way you show
me are really too ..... protective ? it seem like there isnt
any trust between us anymore .
yes ! i admit ! i lost trust on you since tat day!
well , eventually , this isnt a gd start thru .
told you what my bottom words thru .
i agree w you cos i wana to fufil your wish
and make u feel happy . but i realise what i done
it actually a wrong start and a wrong way to agree
with you . friends ard me keep saying tat
im such a kind souls and even some sae im a stupit .
somehow , i really tink tat i had fufil ur wish
and it times for me to leave you? BUT i just couldnt bring
up this matter , cos im afraid once i leave you ,
you cant take it and eventually might end up w
commit Suicide ? morever , i do try to love you . BUT
i just cant . there isnt any chemistry between me n you .
i cant . i duno why . mayb rite from the start i agree
w you is a wrong start! i shld not agree w you thru .
and another reason why i feel tat there isnt chemistry
between us is , you kept looking down on yourself ,
saying you arent suit being w me , u tink u are bad . etc ..
and recently u told me you are a Divorcee . somehow ,
i cant believe tat why must u choose tis time to tel me ?
after so many things tat happened , you decided to come
clean w me ? isnt it too late ? frankly speaking ,
ytd u called me , just a little bit more , i realli do
have the urge to tell u "lets be friend" . do you know that ?
but somehow , i control myself and decided not to tel u now .
sigh* do you guys tink what im doing now is right ?
i really cant take it anymore .........
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12:46 PM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
woke up in the morning as usual .
wasnt feeling quite well since ytd .
get bathed and decided to text darlink
tat i cant make it to met up for breakfast
where as sm suggest to have breakfast
since last week ?
ard 9plus cabbed down to west coast w dad
dad acc me to west coast clinic .
after seekin doc , gotten 2days MC .
aftermath , cabbed back home .
bathed and ate medicine and slp !
din realli get a gd slp either .
shall nt elaborate here anyway .
aftermath , met up w darlink
hahas! went to dine my dinner @ kopitiam .
yesh! euus guys shld b wondering why i sick
stil go out rite! reason very simple .
cos i dun wana rely on ppl .
i wana be independent thru .
i dun wana to trouble ppl cos of me .
eventually i dun wana b a burden to euus ppl .
tat's why im throwing all the unhappiness
things inside my heart . and i try
to be strong at the outside where as
i do i do nid someone there for me .
yes , u sae im strong . u cant believe me
tat im strong . nw i gona tel u , i aint strong
at all , im afraid , im scared , im all alone
by myself facing all these problem .
juz tat i gona be strong so tat i aint
a burden to euus guys . where as family , friends
or etc . who gona blame ? no one !. All i can blame
is MYSELF! thru . im so stupit . sigh*
all i can tel myself is , life's stil moves on .
the earth is still turning . what's done cant be undone .
so live ur life w fullest ! move on and start anew !
omg! why am i saying so much rubbish out here .
back to topic , after dinner , acc darlink
to pay her hp bills and she esort me home ((:
thnx darlink !
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11:41 AM
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Monday, May 25, 2009
i really duno wad to do .
or what am i doing .
am i wrong or am i jus a fucking
idoit whom dun care how J's treat me?
some ppl sae im kind soul
some ppl may think im stupit .
bud , do u ever tink of puttin
urself in my shoes?
and the condition is different if
it's u facing the problem .
and thnx fer advice-ing me .
will tink it thru . and make a decision .
but it takes time to do something cruel .
sigh* really got no idea what shld i do .
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11:39 PM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
One last Good-Bye
I have sought to come near you.
I have called to you with all my heart;
and when i went out toward you
I found you coming toward me.
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11:13 PM
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
My Carving!
morning woke up and acc daddy to poly .
aftermath had our breakfast .
after breakfast , somethin caught my eyes!
which is this mini hello kitty clock !
which cost only SGD 10bucks .
and i managed to purchase it by asking my
daddy to pay for it ! laugh
after tat , daddy went to repair
his watch and something caught my eyes again!
guess what ?!!
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yes ! another HELLO KITTY CLOCK!
it cost SGD40bucks !
and managed to get discount and
pay for SGD 35buck ?
and yes , daddy pay for it too!
laugh . goin out w daddy ish
so so good ! cos i dun nid to use any
cash at all ! laugh . maciam everythin
i wan is FOC! laugh =x
and yes , late afternoon went to church w mum as usual .
heard Fr Michael was called back to Australia...
he is leaving on the 1st of July . sadded !
he is leaving our parish in five weeks time .
after masses , had our dinner as usual
hence , home sweet home !
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11:06 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Friday, May 22, 2009
It a CLEAR ONE ...
everything juz gone down the drain .
i had put everything down .
started anew!
morning met up w laopo
had phase test and went for meetin for the internship .
heard right after our exam , on the 8 of June gona go back
for training ! sadded~ and if possible on the 15 of June
we are posted to the company and there
goes my 10weeks ! erm , and in the internship
there is total of 8 person and the worse thing is ,
all of them are guys except me ! argh~ =.=
right after tat , back for NWF lesson .
done my FYE online test . result maciam kns!
expected . bt at least pass lahs .
after sch , stayed back and finished up my project!
and i had clear everything! nw wad i m supose to do
is to study study study for NWF! omg!
gona crack my head le ! =.=
met up w darlink @ Jurong ard late evening .
and last min decided to trained to tbr to
look for mei come dine our dinner over there .
after dinner , went to purchase durian puff
for Mai mama . another motive of
gg up there is to collect back my stuff .
reached tbr alot of things flash back . sigh*
it been ages since i went over to tbr .
well , heard from darlink that
Mai papa asked me to contact Mai mama .
was surprised to heard tat anyway .
but was unable to contact Mai mama due to
i dun hab her contact number ... hmm ...
so ya ... aftermath cabbed back home .
slacked under my blk awhile n home sweet home
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10:46 PM
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
basically today went for NWF lesson @ late noon .
met up w laopo and trained to bedok mrt station .
while reaching , J's say i will be late !
and i say wana bet ? i confirm 4pm wil reach .
and J's say alright ! whoever lose , have
to listen what that person ask/do .
and i say steady! cos i confirm win !
laugh ! and yes ! i reached sch before 4pm!
and you know what! J's din nt fulfill my wish lor!
lose adi sae can talk abt it nort . =.=
anyway , shall nt elaborate more here .
and laopo realise tat she forget to bring her
laptop charger come battery!
laugh ! opps !! she gona kill me if she sees this!
aftermath , met up w darlink & mei
at eunos . had our dinner at nearest kopitiam .
had ordered SGD10bucks Mee Goreng and SGD8bucks
fried eggs soup? sorry darlink & mei
making you guys worrying about me over me and J's
anyway , don worry too much for me . i'll be fine .
since that day you left ....
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12:02 AM
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
finally my hao jie mei came to looked for me today!
laugh * was supose to stay at home and rest!
late noon went over to laopo house
and do our project . done and left her house
and met darlink & sm
hence , had our dinner parted w sm
slack under my blk as usual .
it been ages since we last talk .
really do misses all this heart to heart talk .
well . don be so guilty abt tat thingy between
me n tat person . everything is over is over.
wad is done is done . mayb im the one
to blame bahs . mayb tis is the lesson tat
i learnt ba . so hmm .ya . u takecare of urself k
dun tired urself . i jus dun wana to be a burden
to you . tat's y im keeping all this inside
my heart . i doesnt wan anyone to feel pity for me
tat is why im acting strong infront all of u .
so hmm . ya . sigh* im fine anyway .
live your life w fullest!!!
Some Random Pictures...
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11:30 PM
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
my Precious*;
11:25 PM
Most importantly, Keep smiling, because life's
a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Monday, May 18, 2009
skipped morning lesson met up w J's .
meet up @ bugis . waited for J's to arrive .
hence , slacked at lao di fang* as usual .
aftermath , had our lunch and parted off
@ bedok . it was pouring heavily at tat moment .
bus-ed to school alone , and reached sch punctual!
laugh ! first time being so punctual ! opps .
brought my vaio laptop to sch !!
and i missing my vaio laptop le .
it was w teck wei now . hahas !!! aniway thnx !
life is being so fed up for me right now . sigh **
and for A's , i do uds wad u trying to show .
but , it's takes time to heal it and to start anew ..
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10:00 PM
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
I'm longing for your love ...
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10:25 PM
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Behind a Great Man there
is always a Great Women ...
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10:23 PM
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Friday, May 15, 2009
First of all . HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 Rong !adi 18th this year le . should be sensible le bahs .can go take bbdc course le rite . laugh !anyway , hope whatever you do in futurewill succeed . ((: BE a good girl ar . laugh!stay handsome/pretty! hahas
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12:17 AM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
early dismiss for todae!!
went to meet up w J's at bugis
while laopo went to meet up w M's !
hahas! slacked at as usual till 5 plus .
hence , reached home ard night time .
get bathed and meet up w darlink !
acc her to pionner mall to had her dinner!
aftermath , meet up w sm at JP .
acc them to KFC to had their dinner again !
laugh ! had a good chat w them thru !
well , when's our next routes?
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7:55 PM
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
well , reached home get bathed
and met up pris & darlink . sm nt following
us cos she got lots of assignment to rush .
so todae we juz ran abt 2.67km within half an hour .
as pris gona be back by 9pm .
and hence esort her home and slacked w darlink .
acc darlink to 651 to had her dinner !!
happened to bang into daniel .
aftermath , slacked under my blk .
i found running is my hobby and is kinda a
good sport thru ! "JUST DO IT!" laugh;
11:45 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
reached home bathed get ready to met up
w sm,pris,darlink under my blk.
we run fro and back from my house to lakeside .
run 7.8km todae! yea! longer journey.
we tooked 1 hour? aftermath do some physical
execrise ... hence , had a great time chatting w them!
& we are gg running tmr nite!! huhu!!
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12:55 AM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Monday, May 11, 2009
You dont get to choose how you are going to die,
or when .
You can only decided how you are going
to live.Now.
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7:54 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Memory is the gift from GOD
which death cannot destroy.
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7:56 PM
Most importantly, Keep smiling, because life's
a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Saturday, May 9, 2009
todae went to church as per normal .
well , todae church was celebrating
mother fatima birthdae and oso
celebrating an advance mother day .
well , after masses , had dinner at coffee shop
and bus-ed back home .
sigh* i realli duno what he wan !
what i do he doesnt seem to be appreciating .
sigh!! shall nt elaborate here !
live life w fullest!!
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7:20 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Friday, May 8, 2009
huhu! late evening finally met up w
darlink after 1234567 mths !!
acc her n cyn to LJS .
after she had their dinner , went to NTUC extra
brought instant noodles home and
get change and went for jog w darlink!!
ran for the first round about 21 mins!!
den went to physical corner to train arm & etc .
aftermath bang into pris! so she joined us~
while waiting for her , we continue our training .
aftermath , we ran a bigger round .
the routine i ran can see those picture below .
and todae we ran at abt 6.69km . the duration is 2 hrs!
well , shall meet up for running asap alright!! hehe
reached hm ard 11pm ! bathed and do sit up before sleeping!
huhu! i love running! laugh!!!
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12:42 AM
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
morning!!! just got home from running w pris!
huhu!! the feeling is great . breathing in the
fresh air make one person to feel tat
it is a good start rite on the day!!
tink we had onli run 1.8km onli .
kinda short thru . pris, u can do it! hehe
managed to run finish within 17 mins while
she complete at 19 mins ? erm, pris when's
the next running session ! laugh!
well , was kinda shag cos later gg for bl!!
grr! alright la , anything shall update later on .
takecare!
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9:36 AM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i'm craving for Royce Chocolate!!!
and i had managed to find out where to purchase tis!Is at Takashimaya Basement 2 outside
the Cold Storage supermarket!
ani kind souls can purchase it for me .
and i will be grateful to u . hahas!
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10:51 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
i want tis perfume!!! hahas any kind soul wana purchase it for me?
laugh . todae din attended sch .
early morning went to kovan met up w vin .
such a wu lu wu lu place .
aftermath , went-ed to vivo alone .
like a stone ! hence , trained to jurong
met up w dad . dad brought me viao laptop!(red)
hahas. happi !! well , there's lots of
unhappy stuff inside my heart . bt seem i duno
who to run to . yet there is one person
who always there for me . thnx Pui*
well , shall nt elaborate it here .
alright lur . gtg .
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9:35 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Monday, May 4, 2009
The gift of love that can bring light
where there had been darkness.
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4:44 AM
Most importantly, Keep smiling, because life's
a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
What does it mean to be a lover? 
What does it mean to be a lover? It is more than justbeing married to or making love to someone.Millions of peopleare married, millons of people have sex- but few are real lovers. To be a real lover, you must commit to and participate in a perpetual dance of intimacy with your partner.You are lover when you appreciate the gift that your partner is, and celebrate that gift every day.You are a lover when you remeber that your partner does not belongto you- he or she is on loan from the universe.You are a lover when you realise that nothing thathappens between you will be insignificant, that everythingyou say in relationship has the potential to cause yourbeloved joy or sorrow, and everything you do will either strengthenyour connection or weaken it. You are a lover when you understand all this, and thuswake up each morning filled with gratitude that you haveanother day in which to love and enjoy your partner.When you have a lover in your life, you are richly blessed.You have been given the gift of another person who has choosento walk beside you. He or She will share yours and your nights,your bed and your burdens.Your lover will see secret parts of yoy that no one elsesee.He or She will touch places on your body that no one else touches.Your lover will seek you out where you have been hiding,and create a haven for you within safe,loving arms.Your lover offers you an abundance of miracles every day.He has the power to delight you with his smile,his voice,the scent of his neck,the way he moves.She has the power to banishyour lonrliness. He has the power to turn the ordinary into the sublime.She is your doorway to heaven here on earth.
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3:38 AM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
The gift of love that can bring light
where there had been darkness.;
9:51 PM
Most importantly, Keep smiling, because life's
a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Friday, May 1, 2009
What love we've given, we'll have forever.What love we fail to give,will be lost for all eternity.
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9:49 PM
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a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about!
Alvin`baby
met up w laopo in the late noon . trained to sch for NWF lesson . 
2nd day of MC ! tmr gona go back to sch
woke up in the morning as usual .
well , reached home get bathed
i want tis perfume!!! hahas 
The gift of love that can bring light
What love we've given, we'll have forever.